One of the challenges I faced in returning to the states some 8 years ago, was boredom. It wasn't a lack of busyness. It was more of a lack of the challenges faced in cross-cultural, cross-denominational, cross-national, cross-linguistic work.
This whole issue of boredoms, which I thought I had largely dealt with, was rekindled in retirement three years ago. No meetings required. No daily commute, times of preparation, counseling, etc. Lots of time. And then the move from a busier small city (Sanford, NC) to a rural setting (1 mile from the nearest paved road and almost ten miles to the nearest signal light).
I have managed to stay somewhat busy with the house finishing/ remodeling (not sure what to call this), now preaching and leading a Bible Study weekly. But this weekend that frustration of boredom hit again like a two by four up against the head.
It's not a lack of busyness that was bothering me but the question of significance. I got to dreaming of the times of travel to places unknown, sitting with people I had never before met, discussing Kingdom issues where the Kingdom has yet to have a presence in language which was literally foreign to me. Those types of significant challenges. There are opportunities for ministry here to be sure, but as I contemplate how I might best invest my time, I was bored. And of course I still dream of returning to international work...
So what does one do when bored?
Separate the frozen boards, flip, rotate, and re-stack them and set them up for the solar dryer,
turning this...
...into this
When the weather gets a bit warmer the ends will be opened up and box fans will be placed to form a wind tunnel of sorts to speed the drying.
So when there is a pause in the interior project work, we wait upon spring for the windows and siding work to begin, and I'm feeling bored what do I do? What might any man rightly do? PLAY WITH WOOD AND DREAM!
Soli Deo Gloria!
I can related to your journey - thanks for sharing. One TED talk that has given us a perspective to understand this retirement is called "Four Phases of Retirement". What you describe Glen is either Phase Two or Three!
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